Retiring From Academia | September 8, 2014 Issue - Vol. 92 Issue 36 | Chemical & Engineering News
Volume 92 Issue 36 | pp. 50-51
Issue Date: September 8, 2014

Retiring From Academia

For emeritus professors, shutting down their research labs can be both challenging and deeply emotional
Department: Career & Employment
Keywords: employment, retirement, education, academia, faculty, senior chemists

For Albert Padwa, it seems like only yesterday that he was a brand-new assistant professor of chemistry at Ohio State University. The year was 1963. Full of excitement and anticipation, Padwa couldn’t wait to start climbing the academic ladder.

Today, as the emeritus professor of chemistry at Emory University reflects on his 50-year career in academia, he is facing a different kind of challenge as he begins to navigate the realities of retirement.

“When you first start off in your career, the slope is straight up. It’s like climbing a mountain, and it’s really a lot of fun,” Padwa says. “But when you’re at the top, you’ve got to come down, and you realize it’s not as joyous as it is going up.”

Difficult as it might be for newly minted professors to set up their research groups, it’s just as challenging for faculty at the other end of a career to wind down their labs. Not only are there many practical considerations, from cleaning out one’s office to mentoring the last graduate student, but it can also be a deeply emotional experience.

“It’s a difficult process, and it’s difficult for reasons that I think are different for each individual,” Edwin Vedejs, emeritus professor of chemistry at the University of Michigan, Ann Arbor, says of retiring. “There are things that one has to do that frankly shake you to the core.”

Padwa says cleaning out his office at Emory University was like walking down memory lane.
Credit: Courtesy of Albert Padwa
Albert Padwa, emeritus professor of chemistry at Emory University.
Padwa says cleaning out his office at Emory University was like walking down memory lane.
Credit: Courtesy of Albert Padwa

Vedejs gained emeritus status in 2011, and while cleaning out his office, he had to purge vast records of his research career. “We used to take notes on what we read, and I took my notes for every publication on a four-by-six index card,” he says. “I had to dispose of a card file that contained more than 20,000 index cards and that weighed hundreds of pounds. Just the thought of how much passion and effort had gone into accumulating that information … that was a profoundly deep experience.”

Yet Vedejs accepts this transition as a part of life. “There’s no research group without the day when it has to end,” he says. “You just have to tough it out.”

Padwa has endured his own share of purging old materials, and he says there are some things he just can’t bring himself to throw away yet, including roughly 150 bound theses of his former graduate students. He’s also reluctant to part with old photos and correspondence that date back many decades. When cleaning out an office, “there’s a lot of nostalgia, and you relive things that you hadn’t thought about for 40 to 50 years,” he says. “There’s a richness that comes along with that experience.”

Vedejs removes boxes of personal items from his research lab at the University of Michigan.
Credit: Alina Borovika
Edwin Vedejs, emeritus professor of chemistry at the University of Michigan, Ann Arbor.
Vedejs removes boxes of personal items from his research lab at the University of Michigan.
Credit: Alina Borovika

Some things do have to go, however. “I had something like 50 years of printed journals,” Padwa says. “I thought that surely somebody would want them. Well, it turns out that very few people or even libraries want them.”

Eventually, he did find a taker, however. “I found a small school in South Carolina. I packed up the journals, rented a U-Haul, drove to the school, and gave the entire collection to them for free.”

Padwa also had to dispose of chemicals he’d accumulated over the years. “Some of them, especially the transition-metal ones, used to sell for $1,000 a gram. The question is, What do you do with the whole collection? It becomes a storage issue for your colleagues.”

Padwa had to pay thousands of dollars to dispose of the chemicals, and he donated his glassware and equipment to junior faculty members. His lab space was assigned to a new assistant professor who started this fall.

“The process of shutting down a research group has to be planned well in advance because graduate students have a roughly five-year time span in a given research group, and you have to be thinking ahead roughly by that number of years,” Vedejs says.

Before Vedejs retired, he made arrangements to continue overseeing the work of several graduate students and postdocs in his lab. “Until a year ago, we had four or five individuals, and as recently as three months ago, we still had two individuals,” he says. Vedejs hired visiting graduate students for six-month appointments, partly for educational reasons and partly to interact with the last postdoc and ensure his safety from potential accidents until he finished his research. “I did everything I knew how to do to at least continue some critical mass so that people would not be left alone to turn the lights off,” he says.

Nancy S. Mills, who will retire next year from Trinity University, a predominantly undergraduate institution in San Antonio, says she’s so busy finishing up her research projects that she hasn’t had time to think about shutting down her lab. “In terms of any preparation for moving, I have done absolutely nothing because I’m too busy living in the present to start worrying about the future,” she says. In fact, she’s expanded her research group to two postdocs and 15 undergrads, the largest it has ever been, to wrap up her research by next summer.

Mills and her husband are looking forward to taking more hikes.
Credit: Courtesy of Nancy Mills
Nancy Mills, professor of chemistry at Trinity University, with her husband, stands near a waterfall in the forest.
Mills and her husband are looking forward to taking more hikes.
Credit: Courtesy of Nancy Mills

Mills made a promise to her husband years ago that she would retire at age 65 so that they could spend more time traveling and hiking together. They plan to move to Oregon after the current school year. “I’m grateful to my husband for forcing us into this idea because the one thing I want to do is leave before the department wants me to leave,” she says.

Being retired doesn’t mean disengaging from chemistry, however. In fact, in her emeritus status, Mills will be joining a research group at the University of Oregon that is doing computational chemistry in an area related to her current research. But she will be doing research at her own pace, and she will have the freedom to take extended trips with her husband.

Padwa says it’s important for retired faculty to fill their lives with meaningful activities. “The fun part of a career is the excitement that comes along with the innovation, with the exploration, with the sense of adventure,” he says. “When all of a sudden you have to give that up, if you’re going to stay a happy person, you better find some other alternatives in life that provide you that same joy of adventure, exploration, and discovery.”

Mentoring students has meant a lot to Padwa, and he has found other ways to continue his involvement in the lives of younger chemists. For example, he has bestowed gifts on Emory University as well as his alma mater, Columbia University, to create lecture series highlighting the work of early-career faculty. “There are ways in which those of us who are retiring can reach out to our young colleagues and still be influential in terms of driving some of the machinery of the future,” he says.

In addition, Padwa continues to travel, climb mountains, build mobiles—and he’s dating again. After he retired, he and his wife realized that they had grown apart, and so they divorced. “What happens is that sometimes you go through a long period of time with someone you’re married to but you’re never really connected because you’re involved in your science,” he says. “This is what happens, I think, with very dedicated professionals.”

However one chooses to spend the emeritus years, the experience can be just as fulfilling as one’s research career. Vedejs says that just because he has retired from his faculty position doesn’t mean he’s retired from doing the science he loves. “You have to think about how to continue your science,” he says. “Fortunately, that has become much easier to do in the electronic age.”

And often, change can bring new opportunities. “I’ve turned off the lights in my lab, but I’m hoping to visit other labs,” Vedejs says. “I’ve got a few collaborations in place, along with a major editorial project to work on, and I think that will be more than enough to keep the chemistry experience alive.”

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Gerry Meyer (September 9, 2014 3:36 PM)
Perhaps a better analogy than climbing a mountain and then descending would be to think of the mountain as being a high mesa. In this case you climb and then on retirement you continue to walk along albeit with a gentle slope down. Thus by keeping busy (both mentally and physically, but at a different level)retirement does not have to be a cataclysmic event
Al Padwa (September 12, 2014 2:27 PM)
Problem for someone with an active research program is the funding of one's program. With the "chaos" in Washington and the low fund rate (ca 10%), the older generation of scientists are (rightly) asked to step aside and make room for the younger generation and thus the steep downward slope for an active investigator. Not that we don't stay involved and enthused about chemistry, its just that the excitement of carrying out innovative research is tempered by the absence of graduate students and postdocs.
Eldon H. Sund (September 13, 2014 4:26 PM)
I retired almost 20 years ago and it has been the most wonderful time of my life. I volunteer with the Adult Literacy council teaching adults to read and I find it to be a very rewarding experience. Further my wife and I enjoy traveling and try to do an overseas trip every year with Road Scholar which we find to be very educational and enjoyable. I do not miss the chemistry.
Linda Wang (September 15, 2014 9:52 AM)
Gerry, Al, and Eldon: Thank you so much for your insights into the retirement years. One thing that came through very clearly for me in the reporting of this article is that there is no one-size-fits-all when it comes to retirement. While some will continue to do research, others will find different ways to fill their lives with joy and excitement.
Deanna Morrow Hall (September 16, 2014 5:06 PM)
In the print edition, the title of this article is Turning off the Lights. In the e-edition, it is Retiring from Academia. I tried to find the e-edition version by searching for the print edition title, but of course, that did not yield the right article, though it yielded many other irrelevant titles. What is the purpose of introducing this kind of disconnect between the print edition and the e-edition?
Bob Buntrock (September 18, 2014 2:33 PM)
From a semi-retired chemist, interesting articles. Since I had transferred from the lab into my second love--chemical information--decades ago, when I lost my third job my wife and I formed a consultancy in which I continued active for another 15+ years (easier to do when you're the sole investigator and no lab to dismantle). I'll observe that academics often achieve some sort of emeritus status giving them more freedom to maintain some sort of professional activity including library privileges. This is quite rare for industrial chemists. Retirees should be alert to ACS policies regarding journal subscriptions. You might want to hang on to print copies of key journals since in the age of electronic subscriptions, your prior print subscriptions do not give you access to the electronic archives.

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